Something like this crosses my mind sometimes, too. The next kittens will probably be my last kittens. Hopefully they will become 20 and what will be when we are 70 or older ? Nobody knows. But Paulinchen and Moritz are still with me, hopefully for some more years.

No, it's just that sometimes I think this new batch of cats is so young that they could actually outlive me. Probably won't happen, but Mikesch's special needs makes me try to think out the possibility.

You and giving away one of your boys for whatever reason ?!? Can't imagine this scenario at all !

But still a feral. I have to take care of him for the rest of his life......Or find someone who can do so if I don't have that time left.

Mikesch was a challenge from the start I know but he is such a sweet, tame feral now, the time will come and he will love your kiss !

Not too happy I woke them up for a picture. I managed to give Mikesch a quick kiss on the head before he knew what happened, and he hissed at me. I couldn't have gotten that close 6 months ago.